i have learnt now tht ............ i shuldnt trust u at alll.............u are my bestie!!!!!!!! i shared my secrets to u then wat i did my mum..........

but u ...........failed to understand...................all the things i thought u were a good listener but u are not .........i thought u are a good counsellor but u are nt i thought u are my only hope but u ar nt.......................

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where are the daes we learnt how to care n share .....?????????????????????????

u really dumped me ................i m so heart broken!!!!!!!!!!!!!! i m so broke with u !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

u really cheated my feelings................ did expect this to happen............................

just for tht matter u deleted .................

and behaving tooooooooooooooooooooo rude to me!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

wat are u showing me : ur possessive or u are jealous !!!!!!!!!!!

i still dun gt u

we are still best friends:) we THREE!!!!!!!!!!!!!

GET THIS INTO UR HEAD FIRST !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! ITS UR FAULT

thanks for being with me for this few daes .....................................

i really felt secured just u being arund ............ the things we have been doing till now!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

praying to god tht we shuld continue our path together...................yea!!!!!!!!!

aniwae i still gt alot of nite mares abt my results...........

i m so scared really need a counsellor ^ ^

whoooooooooooooooooooo!!! its so nice....goin out with family

and spending time with them.............lol

we went to bukit timah...... to eat .....FINALLY i had a gud time with them......

and i learnt tht i shuld nt hide things from my frends....

ya i m soooooooooo sorry hiding this big matter

i thought u gals dun support me lol

its my bad !!!! u gals really had alot of trust in me .......i guess i fail to trust u gals !!!!

I hate being mad at you, but I hate what you did more. I don't think I can stay mad at you. All was calm and sweet until the clouds rolled in and it started to rain. And when it rains... it pours. So it pours and we settle in separate spots. You ran and found shelter. I stayed and am trying to stay warm. I beg for mercy and cry for death. But i am still here and will build a house so you can come and visit me in the warmth of my heart and not the cold depths of my soul.

I'm sorry for the times i cried,
and the loneliness i felt inside.
I'm sorry for the way things were,
and the selfishness that i endured.
I'm sorry for the nights we lost,
and the deep pain it must have cost.
I'm sorry for the love i missed,
losing you helped me realize this.
I'm sorry I wasn't the man i deserved,
this has been the hardest lesson learned.
I'm sorry I wasn't there to show,
the deepest love I'll ever know.
I'm sorry for the empty days,
and the stresses that i still yet pay.
I'm sorry for the way I left,
I've never felt so much regret.
I'm sorry for the heart I broke,
that shattered with the words I spoke.
I'm sorry for the empty space,
that laid beside you in my place.
I'm sorry for the empty arms,
you fell into when times were hard.
I'm sorry for the days that passed,
Our love now will surely last.
I'm sorry it took so long to vow,
to love you forever here and now.

this few daes i m being tooooo possessive ....... over so many things.....

yesterdae i cnt sleep properly .............. i was missing my winnie pooh ........ i always name it you!!!!!

yesterdae i felt tht i have leave u away ....... :)

i felt soooo sad !!!!! maybe i was just possessive .....by alot of things

trust me i cnt ........express this things by words :)

u created the blog for the sake for me ................ u talk to me for the sake ........

I M SO HEARTBROKEN .......JUST 4 THE TWO DAES

U ARE BEHAVING SOOOOOOOOOOO INDIFFERENT !!!!!!!

THIS REALLY MAKE ME SAD!!!! TO THE FULLEST......

4GT IT IF U DUN WAN !!!!!!!!!1

HMMM WANNA SAE TO ARUN ALL THE BEST 4 UR RESULTS , WE KNW THT U DID UR BEST ...............SORRY FOR NT WISHING U MY BROTHER..........

i guess i m nt happy....... todae i didnt even cht ..........

dun wish toooo lose my precious wan....i think fate are driving us apart.....

i am soooooooo sad because i m afraid tht i will lose u

frend s, family members are there but u are nt...........

u are cumin on n off....... we are meeting quite rarely this daes

guessing tht u are busy

but plssssssss dun try to cheat me

I hate it when you really miss someone and they don't even think about you.

i m trying this because i m feeling tht i missssssssssssssssss u alot

3 jan is my B.F birthday ........ which is nxt yr

i wanna be the first person to wish...... him

so i guess ....i have the chance to wish now

happy birthdae .............

then i wont miss my best frend shamni 2 jan

hey i love u

my best frend whenever i can share my sorrows and happiness:!!!!!!:)

happy birthdae..........

nxt my 4 yr best frend nizam 31 dec

last date of whole year

miss him tooo

happy birthdae zombie

GOSSIPMONGERS

Ohhh.. These people deserve even more respect than the bodybuilders. I mean, can you imagine the effort they put into their tasks. Sitting down with a group of potentially uninterested people, engaging them into a conversation, and then giving them totally unnecessary information and critiques about other people, and then injecting the right amount of humour and sarcasm to make themselves look believable?? Jus typin it out takes so much effort. Imagine doing it. Damn they have my respect. I mean can you even imagine the repercussions these people face. Not only are they stigmatised as "bitches" and "bastards", they also face the possibility that they might do exactly the same things that they bitch about other people doing. But they continue what they do, so fearlessly, and not giving two hoots about the hypocrisy label that might befall them. And not forgetting the countless enemies they make along the way. Yet they persist in doing what they do. Damn.. These people definitely have my respect.

R.E.S.P.E.C.T

R.E.S.P.E.C.T

I always believe in giving credit when its due, and today's post is about giving credit. Its about recognising the efforts and contributions of certain groups of people and highlighting the characteristics that makes them special. So without wasting any time, let us dive straight into the first group.

i dun understand y this gals behave like this .........

dun understand english

he is my frend......... so annoying!!!! 

happy to pick their nose in ppl problems

i m glad tht i didnt need tooo tell u guys much!!!!!

becoz my frends they knw everything abt me i think u guys are giving me the correct advices.....

u frends have trust in me........................ 

but they dun .....waiting for me when will i be having a bf tht show their stupidity 

soooooooooooo ANGRY WITH THEM!!!!!! 

knowing tht they will this .......pls change ur mindset !!!!!! I wanna study hard n succeed in my life pls dun change them , but try to help me in a good wae

aniwae with all these messes
i need to thanks my aunt to clean up the mess early in the morning
i wish to thank her ........

yesterdae i stayed .....in my aunty huse (valli athai)
after viewing my facebook chtting with my bro.......n fianlly waiting for him to cum online
meanwhile my aunt was cooking .... after my shower i went to eat ....
after eating i felt very uneasy ......my throat was soooooooo dry.......... i force myself to sleep around one am , i rushed to the toilet n vomitted .......
it a big mess lol
after tht i was down with high fever.........
tht point of time i was thinking tht ..... i miss my love ones

Daily Horoscope: December 6, 2009
Your love life is on the upswing! If you're seeing someone, expect your relationship to deepen somewhat today and if you're looking, you may find someone who gets your heart pounding!
Mood: Loved
Lucky Color: Peach
Lucky Number: 55
Lucky Time of Day: 8pm




after seeing this i gt life ...

watever is it i prefer going school then staying at home


its soooooo boring talking to fredns n hanging /sufing the net................my dad dun want to allow me go out and wat victor sae was true enough dun understand my feelings ........this ppl





i told him i want to go out with my frends .....shoppping .....


this is sooooooo unfair......life



i HATE MY LIFE
IT SO MISERABLE.........BUT WITH U I FEEL THT I WAS BORN TO THE WORLD NEWLY




i m sixteen yrs old gal


but i dun have rights to choose anything .........


i m soooooooo upset...........

 my secret talents are out in the open right now and you ought to be able to surprise a few people by showing off or just getting things done when nobody else seems able to do so.

• Mood: Accomplished

hahahaaaaaaaaa..... ii gt alot of ppl viewing my blog

thanks to them.... ahhhhhh

n also thanks to deva n shamni...........4 nt  accompanying me to watch paranormal activity

aniwae ppl .......

u guys cn sae watever u wan

my only motive is to do well in my  Os

and go to a good poly 

and earn as much good name 4 my parents

finally i will prove wrong to u guys tht i m nt tht  type of gal .........................

so think first .......before opening ur mouth .....

because u knw ...............!!!!!!!!!

finally   i cn open my blog 

thanks to alay 

my frend dhaivani

IIIIIII      LL    LL     UUU  UUU
 III       LLLLLLLLL   UUU  UUU
 III         LLLLLLL    UUUUUUU
IIIIIII          LL          UUUUU          (shall keep this in case it gt deleted)

hiiiiiii

hahaz ........:'(

i was caught red-hANDED by himmmmmm.......

ooooooopppppppssss

aniwae i gt more pics to upload

HANG ON   

 just in case tht ......i fear  tht i will delete it :)

hmmmmmm hi , 

all these daes i have been sleeping at 2am-3am

and wake up at 9am-10am just 4 him

its just a very nice feeling lol

stilll havent tell shamni abt this 

confirm she will kill me by asking me alot of qns

i dun wats wrong withNOW me?????

not updating my blog for years :(

i had enough with that  guy i used to admire

admiring or flirting with guys is waste of time

use my sis verb : DUN TRUST GUYS

THTS WAT SHE USED TO TELL ME WHENEVER I SHARE MY FEELINGS WITH HER........... AND NOW I GOT THIS SUDDEN FEELING TO UPLOAD MY PICS AND SHARE MY THOUGHTS WITH U:)

NOT BEATING AROUNG THE BUSH

09/11/09 ...... I TURNED SWEET SIXTEEN

ALOT OF PEOPLE WISH ME INCLUDING MY ENEMY:)

ITS WAS FUN,BUT SAD INDEED...........BECOZ OF MY CORE GEOG PPR2 .......>>>>>>>>>>>> ANIWAE IT ROCK:P

18/11/09 WAS MY MUM BDAE  we celebrate with our cuzins had fun cutting cke and bulling her 

24/11/09

was my PROM NITE......

it rockz 

finally i have finished another part of my life

1.graduation nite  .....psle.......155

2.prom nite................O level...?????

i think for 10 yrs of  edu i have really learnt alot in my life and moral values............ 

now i shuld be in a good poly striving hard to go to nus or ntu....

 

dun you wish to see my prom pics .......

aniwae i will upload them so dun worry :)

This wat happened when  four indian girls sit together n chat .................

i am happy that ur n level just finished.......

   aniwae good luck solhin .....

miss u alot ,tke care frend  aniwae  alot of good news 

aniwae gt new stuff happening among 4e4 and 5n2 haha

very important thing for all O level studentssssss>:) good luck guyz make sure we shuld all go to the poly or jCs NO ITE:(

HAHA

NOW I START STUDYING HARD TILL MIDNIGHT QUITE TIRING 

WAT TO DO?????? O level mah........

all i cn do is to forget abt everything including

ribena,cca,television,surfing net watever 

for this bloody............one month......

just for this month also guess tht ribena isnt bothered with me but with the :bitch

(if u are smart think wat word is tht)

i hate her u knw dun knw wat u sae 

aiyo!!!!!!!!!!!!!!:@:@:@

i feel like killing her haha i knw i m young for tht (THTS OK ):)

ASSSSSSS SIAL
todae i saw ribena after my class
i went to study for my core geog n phy
it was good to study then we went out to buy two time out chocolATE
then we share together............:)

haha wat the hell 

     

     tried my level best to score in my prelim bt yet i failed .....:(

so sad dun knw wat to sae!!!! depressed c5 for tamil fuck .......

f9 for maths and d7 for science

parents think tht i am hopeless guess i m nt :S

i think i shuld prove them by getting single point 

i guess if i didnt get wat i want !!!! tht day would be my last day of my life;;;;;

trust me 

my parents i am tryin my best so i think i m nt coward 

dun worry abt me 

guess ur bth sides think tht i m a fool n uneducated

so one is to prove them wrong or last dae of my life .....

2dae was the teachers' day celebration it was fun 

n i injured my leg all becoz of my sis :@:@:@

but i was so eager to see him 

yesssssshhhhhh he was present in school:D

but  he was wit her (:S) u shuld knw :(

DEPRESSED!!!!!!

 

then during the celebration i saw him and at the end also i saw him with tht dog ..........i was angry but sad to sae he dun belong to me................

thts ok !!!!!!!!

i love him still

then he looked at me but i wasn't bothered .........actually i  was lol haha:D

thts ok !!!!!!!!! love VS DESTINY  

whaaaaaaaa hell sial 

nvvr update blog 4 one wk believe it or nt:S

aniwae finally my coursework is done.................................relax nwww!!!!!!

            and i saw u todae 

          hahhaaaaa i tell seriously i  m very happy but ........... i hte the gal who is called calafare:):P

           but i saw wearin specs idk whos is tht :(

but good lookin means look like a nerd 

haha was just kidding

i really have two wishes tht i really really wish for 

...........................................

hmmmmmmmmm i wish tht i really can do well in my Os

and also get the course and the poly i wanted

my second wish is tht i should go on with ribena plsssssssss thts my craving one i dun like farhan or anyone except ribena 

when i was sec 3 i love him alot then sec4 i guess he should knw 

i think tht he act blur i m depressed sometimes

becoz of tht 4n2 dog     i hte her really trust me

but wat to do ??????    

i love him she like him he dun like us haha    

hi ppl 

yesterdae i was tired duh there were no any new posts 

but yesterdae we did(all the sec4) collect donations for the lion home 

it  was tedious but fun 

we went to clementi and orchard WOW!!!!!:P

jesslina,dhaivanai and myself walk around orhard askin 4 donations

*dun ask me where is tinky winky because she went with her frend Hazwani to clementi 

u may be wondering when lala,dipsy and po are together where is tinky winky maybe i think tht i have answered your qns:P

hahaha

then i agreed tht our effort was enough  for the donations but not to compete with others???

for eg hw much u collected ahhhhh!!!!

lala is always the kpo one 

she was so eager to knw hw much did tinky winky collect>>.........

n i said i dont knw ............

she gave the look, i seriously feel like slapping her >>>>>>>?!!!!!!!

then we went back to school 

giving back the tin 

and goin hme

i reached hme at 6pm 

bath,eat,went to bed after talkin to my friend

i woke up the next morning at 10.30am:)

something different again for nw



thiviya Love Story




As I sat there in English class, I stared at the girl next to me. She was my so called
"best friend". I stared at her long, silky hair, and wished she was mine. But she didn't notice me like that, and I knew it.

After class, she walked up to me and asked me for the notes she had missed the day before and handed them to her. She said "thanks" and gave me a kiss on the cheek. I wanted to tell her, I want her to know that I don't want to be just friends, I love her but I'm just too shy, and I don't know why.

11th grade

The phone rang. On the other end, it was her. She was in tears, mumbling on and on about how her love had broke her heart. She asked me to come over because she didn't want to be alone, so I did. As I sat next to her on the sofa, I stared at her soft eyes, wishing she was mine. After 2 hours, one Drew Barrymore movie, and three bags of chips, she decided to go to sleep.

She looked at me, said "thanks" and gave me a kiss on the cheek. I want to tell her, I want her to know that I don't want to be just friends, I love her but I'm just too shy, and I don't know why.

Senior year

The day before prom she walked to my locker. "My date is sick" she said; he's not going to go well, I didn't have a date, and in 7th grade, we made a promise that if neither of us had dates, we would go together just as "best friends". So we did. Prom night, after everything was over, I was standing at her front door step! I stared at her as she smiled at me and stared at me with her crystal eyes. I want her to be mine, but she isn't think of me like that, and I know it. Then she said "I had the best time, thanks!" and gave me a kiss on the cheek. I want to tell her, I want her to know that I don't want to be just friends, I love her but I'm just too shy, and I don't know why.

Graduation Day

A day passed, then a week, then a month. Before I could blink, it was graduation day. I watched as her perfect body floated like an angel up on stage to get her diploma. I wanted her to be mine, but she didn't notice me like that, and I knew it. Before everyone went home, she came to me in her smock and hat, and cried as I hugged her. Then she lifted her head from my shoulder and said, "you're my best friend, thanks" and gave me a kiss on the cheek. I want to tell her, I want her to know that I don't want to be just friends, I love her but I'm just too shy, and I don't know why.

A Few Years Later

Now I sit in the pews of the church. That girl is getting married now. I watched her say "I do" and drive off to her new life, married to another man. I wanted her to be mine, but she didn`t see me like that, and I knew it. But before she drove away, she came to me and said "you came!". She said "thanks" and kissed me on the cheek. I want to tell her, I want her to know that I don't want to be just friends, I love her but I'm just too shy, and I don't know why.

Funeral

Years passed, I looked down at the coffin of a girl who used to be my "best friend". At the service, they read a diary entry she had wrote in her high school years. This is what it read:I stare at him wishing he was mine, but he doesn't notice me like that, and I know it. I want to tell him, I want him to know that I don't want to be just friends, I love him but I'm just too shy, and I don't know why. I wish he would tell me he loved me!

I wish I did too... I thought to my self, and I cried.

I Love You

Send this to all the people that you love! Even if you dont love someone send it to them....just to let them no that your thinking about them!!

un ithayathai thirudii chendraval nan... un manasayum nogaditchu ponaval nan.. uyire uyire enai manipaya..?? maname maname mendum ethupaya..?? uyir ulla varai unai nesipenada... en kalam muluvadum unai kadalipaein da.. uyir ulla varai unai nesipenada... en kalam muluvadum unai kadalipaein da.. anbee nee vendum.. un kadal meendum vendum vendum.. manasai thiruduvaya..? un kadal meendum vendum va va..! un kanavil vandu thookathai kedutein..meendum vandu un ithayathai eduthein.. nanthan unthan thevathai.. un kanavil vanda punagaie.. un kanavil vandu thookathai kedutein..meendum vandu un ithayathai eduthein.. nanthan unthan thevathai.. un kanavil vanda punagaie.. oru nodiyil unai vendraval naan.. un ithayathai thirudi chendraval nan.. jaathi mathamum eduvum vendamada.. unakaga endrum valvenada.. uyir ulla varai unai nesipenada... en kalam muluvadum unai kadalipaein da.. uyir ulla varai unai nesipenada... en kalam muluvadum unai kadalipaein da.. seekiram unidam thirumbivitaein.. un ithaya thudipinil serduvitein.. kai vaithu parthathum purindukondein un ithayathil epodum nan than endru seekiram unidam thirumbivitaein.. un ithaya thudipinil serduvitein.. kai vaithu parthathum purindukondein un ithayathil epodum nan than endru en kanavil vandathu nee thane.. marubadi va va en aasai kanavee.. en kanavil vanda natchathiramee.. marupadi vandaii en thukam keduka..!! un ithayathai thirudii chendraval nan... un manasayum nogaditchu ponaval nan.. uyire uyire enai manipaya..?? maname maname mendum ethupaya..?? uyir ulla varai unai nesipenada... en kalam muluvadum unai kadalipaein da.. uyir ulla varai unai nesipenada... en kalam muluvadum unai kadalipaein da.. anbee nee vendum.. un kadal meendum vendum vendum.. manasai thiruduvaya..? un kadal meendum vendum va va..!

MAYBE TOOOOOO MUCH ABT FRIENDS

LET ME SHARE SOMETHING INTERSTING :D

hmmmmmmmmmmmmmm              

BLIND GIRL;

There was a blind girl who hated herself just because she was blind. She hated everyone, except her loving boyfriend. He was always there for her. She said that if she could only see the world, she would marry her boyfriend.

One day, someone donated a pair of eyes to her and then she could see everything, including her boyfriend. 
Her boyfriend asked her, "now that you can see the world, will you marry me?" The girl was shocked when she saw that her boyfriend was blind too, and refused to marry him.

Her boyfriend walked away in tears, and later wrote a letter to her saying..... "Just take care of my eyes dear." i'll always love you forever..

haha i called u , u said something which became true later

it was our daesssssss haha

(our friendship still continues......nt like last time this will be the strongest n foremost one i love u buddies hpe u guyz love me tooo friendship really need trustworthy n confidence in them nt to have ego n jealously like u gal)






thts me n my loved ones:)

Dance Upon The Wind.

by Intimate Knight

I wasn't looking for it, but some how it came, and found me. Before I had a chance to react, it wrapped it's warmth around me. Like a thief in the night, it has come and gone. I have nothing, but that vision to reflect upon. Until chance comes again, I'll let my thoughts dance upon the wind. All day long, in my mind, I walk love's lonely street. Like a tired man that longs to sit, but just can't find a seat. Then, there it was again, up ahead, to light my way. Only to vanish once more, just like all my yesterdays. Until chance comes again, I'll let my thoughts dance upon the wind. I don't know where I'm going, and where I've been isn't much to speak of. I just know my heart is always showing, leading me to some far off love. Just when I give up the fight. Here it comes to make the bad things good, and the wrong things right. Only to leave me lost and lonely again. Drifting away as my thoughts dance upon the wind. It has a name, I think they call it friend.

HI my name is thiviya darshini........ currently in yiss (yusof ishak sec sch ) last year 

class:4e4, basically : i love my teachers , friends, clasmates over there

i feel that my class 4e4 is the rocking one. we are so bonded as one :D haha united is there in us

last but not the least : my lovely friends they are my best and trustworthy ones of course:P we do fight ,quarrel sometimes but later we will try to admit our mistakes (LOL)............ WILL U BELIEVE THAT even friends do have jealousy in them=) my  love ones shold knw whom am i referring to:S