i have learnt now tht ............ i shuldnt trust u at alll.............u are my bestie!!!!!!!! i shared my secrets to u then wat i did my mum..........

but u ...........failed to understand...................all the things i thought u were a good listener but u are not .........i thought u are a good counsellor but u are nt i thought u are my only hope but u ar nt.......................

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where are the daes we learnt how to care n share .....?????????????????????????

u really dumped me ................i m so heart broken!!!!!!!!!!!!!! i m so broke with u !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

u really cheated my feelings................ did expect this to happen............................

just for tht matter u deleted .................

and behaving tooooooooooooooooooooo rude to me!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

wat are u showing me : ur possessive or u are jealous !!!!!!!!!!!

i still dun gt u

we are still best friends:) we THREE!!!!!!!!!!!!!

GET THIS INTO UR HEAD FIRST !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! ITS UR FAULT

thanks for being with me for this few daes .....................................

i really felt secured just u being arund ............ the things we have been doing till now!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

praying to god tht we shuld continue our path together...................yea!!!!!!!!!

aniwae i still gt alot of nite mares abt my results...........

i m so scared really need a counsellor ^ ^

whoooooooooooooooooooo!!! its so nice....goin out with family

and spending time with them.............lol

we went to bukit timah...... to eat .....FINALLY i had a gud time with them......

and i learnt tht i shuld nt hide things from my frends....

ya i m soooooooooo sorry hiding this big matter

i thought u gals dun support me lol

its my bad !!!! u gals really had alot of trust in me .......i guess i fail to trust u gals !!!!

I hate being mad at you, but I hate what you did more. I don't think I can stay mad at you. All was calm and sweet until the clouds rolled in and it started to rain. And when it rains... it pours. So it pours and we settle in separate spots. You ran and found shelter. I stayed and am trying to stay warm. I beg for mercy and cry for death. But i am still here and will build a house so you can come and visit me in the warmth of my heart and not the cold depths of my soul.

I'm sorry for the times i cried,
and the loneliness i felt inside.
I'm sorry for the way things were,
and the selfishness that i endured.
I'm sorry for the nights we lost,
and the deep pain it must have cost.
I'm sorry for the love i missed,
losing you helped me realize this.
I'm sorry I wasn't the man i deserved,
this has been the hardest lesson learned.
I'm sorry I wasn't there to show,
the deepest love I'll ever know.
I'm sorry for the empty days,
and the stresses that i still yet pay.
I'm sorry for the way I left,
I've never felt so much regret.
I'm sorry for the heart I broke,
that shattered with the words I spoke.
I'm sorry for the empty space,
that laid beside you in my place.
I'm sorry for the empty arms,
you fell into when times were hard.
I'm sorry for the days that passed,
Our love now will surely last.
I'm sorry it took so long to vow,
to love you forever here and now.

this few daes i m being tooooo possessive ....... over so many things.....

yesterdae i cnt sleep properly .............. i was missing my winnie pooh ........ i always name it you!!!!!

yesterdae i felt tht i have leave u away ....... :)

i felt soooo sad !!!!! maybe i was just possessive .....by alot of things

trust me i cnt ........express this things by words :)

u created the blog for the sake for me ................ u talk to me for the sake ........

I M SO HEARTBROKEN .......JUST 4 THE TWO DAES

U ARE BEHAVING SOOOOOOOOOOO INDIFFERENT !!!!!!!

THIS REALLY MAKE ME SAD!!!! TO THE FULLEST......

4GT IT IF U DUN WAN !!!!!!!!!1

HMMM WANNA SAE TO ARUN ALL THE BEST 4 UR RESULTS , WE KNW THT U DID UR BEST ...............SORRY FOR NT WISHING U MY BROTHER..........

i guess i m nt happy....... todae i didnt even cht ..........

dun wish toooo lose my precious wan....i think fate are driving us apart.....

i am soooooooo sad because i m afraid tht i will lose u

frend s, family members are there but u are nt...........

u are cumin on n off....... we are meeting quite rarely this daes

guessing tht u are busy

but plssssssss dun try to cheat me

I hate it when you really miss someone and they don't even think about you.

i m trying this because i m feeling tht i missssssssssssssssss u alot

3 jan is my B.F birthday ........ which is nxt yr

i wanna be the first person to wish...... him

so i guess ....i have the chance to wish now

happy birthdae .............

then i wont miss my best frend shamni 2 jan

hey i love u

my best frend whenever i can share my sorrows and happiness:!!!!!!:)

happy birthdae..........

nxt my 4 yr best frend nizam 31 dec

last date of whole year

miss him tooo

happy birthdae zombie

GOSSIPMONGERS

Ohhh.. These people deserve even more respect than the bodybuilders. I mean, can you imagine the effort they put into their tasks. Sitting down with a group of potentially uninterested people, engaging them into a conversation, and then giving them totally unnecessary information and critiques about other people, and then injecting the right amount of humour and sarcasm to make themselves look believable?? Jus typin it out takes so much effort. Imagine doing it. Damn they have my respect. I mean can you even imagine the repercussions these people face. Not only are they stigmatised as "bitches" and "bastards", they also face the possibility that they might do exactly the same things that they bitch about other people doing. But they continue what they do, so fearlessly, and not giving two hoots about the hypocrisy label that might befall them. And not forgetting the countless enemies they make along the way. Yet they persist in doing what they do. Damn.. These people definitely have my respect.

R.E.S.P.E.C.T

R.E.S.P.E.C.T

I always believe in giving credit when its due, and today's post is about giving credit. Its about recognising the efforts and contributions of certain groups of people and highlighting the characteristics that makes them special. So without wasting any time, let us dive straight into the first group.

i dun understand y this gals behave like this .........

dun understand english

he is my frend......... so annoying!!!! 

happy to pick their nose in ppl problems

i m glad tht i didnt need tooo tell u guys much!!!!!

becoz my frends they knw everything abt me i think u guys are giving me the correct advices.....

u frends have trust in me........................ 

but they dun .....waiting for me when will i be having a bf tht show their stupidity 

soooooooooooo ANGRY WITH THEM!!!!!! 

knowing tht they will this .......pls change ur mindset !!!!!! I wanna study hard n succeed in my life pls dun change them , but try to help me in a good wae

aniwae with all these messes
i need to thanks my aunt to clean up the mess early in the morning
i wish to thank her ........

yesterdae i stayed .....in my aunty huse (valli athai)
after viewing my facebook chtting with my bro.......n fianlly waiting for him to cum online
meanwhile my aunt was cooking .... after my shower i went to eat ....
after eating i felt very uneasy ......my throat was soooooooo dry.......... i force myself to sleep around one am , i rushed to the toilet n vomitted .......
it a big mess lol
after tht i was down with high fever.........
tht point of time i was thinking tht ..... i miss my love ones

Daily Horoscope: December 6, 2009
Your love life is on the upswing! If you're seeing someone, expect your relationship to deepen somewhat today and if you're looking, you may find someone who gets your heart pounding!
Mood: Loved
Lucky Color: Peach
Lucky Number: 55
Lucky Time of Day: 8pm




after seeing this i gt life ...

watever is it i prefer going school then staying at home


its soooooo boring talking to fredns n hanging /sufing the net................my dad dun want to allow me go out and wat victor sae was true enough dun understand my feelings ........this ppl





i told him i want to go out with my frends .....shoppping .....


this is sooooooo unfair......life



i HATE MY LIFE
IT SO MISERABLE.........BUT WITH U I FEEL THT I WAS BORN TO THE WORLD NEWLY




i m sixteen yrs old gal


but i dun have rights to choose anything .........


i m soooooooo upset...........

 my secret talents are out in the open right now and you ought to be able to surprise a few people by showing off or just getting things done when nobody else seems able to do so.

• Mood: Accomplished

hahahaaaaaaaaa..... ii gt alot of ppl viewing my blog

thanks to them.... ahhhhhh

n also thanks to deva n shamni...........4 nt  accompanying me to watch paranormal activity

aniwae ppl .......

u guys cn sae watever u wan

my only motive is to do well in my  Os

and go to a good poly 

and earn as much good name 4 my parents

finally i will prove wrong to u guys tht i m nt tht  type of gal .........................

so think first .......before opening ur mouth .....

because u knw ...............!!!!!!!!!

finally   i cn open my blog 

thanks to alay 

my frend dhaivani