whooooooooooo thanks for ignoring me i guess i m nt in fault !!!!! idk y are u acting weird towards me !! wtf!!!man....its very lame !!! i thought 2010 will give me my best shots but it likely proved me wrong.... all the things is soooooo wrong n gtting bad to worst !!!!! i am staying my level best nt to shed a tear 4 u!!!! it is goin the another wae!!!! i m cry alot ....i really dun wanna cry .......u are tooooooo ! u did hurt my feelings alot

and now if u cum ...to me i m gonna have a distant with u !!! :)

here is a poem i came up for being bored


B-EING STUPID
O-R
R-EALLY
E-XCITED
D-EPENDS
O-N THE
M-ONTH

.................................. THIS SHOWS HOW BOREDOM KILLS PPL...................... WAITING FRO THIS RESULTS ARE TKING ME YRS ..............................IT HAVE BEEN 3 MTHS I HAVE TOUCH MY PENCIL, PEN ,BOOKS,NOTES.....................................I REALLY MISS STUDYING THEM....................N THE TIMES............ WE HAD IN YUSOF ISHAK TOGETHER.............. I FEEL LIKE I LOST SUMETIHNG THT IS CLOSE TO MY HEART ...................SECONDARY SCHOOL LIFE .......................AS MY SIS SAE I GT 5 DAES TO RESULTS I FEEL KINDA NERVOUS BECAUSE I M SOOOOOO CLUELESS ABT MY RESULTS ..............THINKIN THT I WOULD AT LEAST GT 15POINTS AND BELOW......................GUESS SO I WILL BE HAPPY IF I GT WHAT I WANT..............................................FEEL LIKE SHOUTING , SCREAMING LIKE THE FORM OF RELIEVING STRESS............................................. OMG I REALLY GOTTA DO WELL......................................ALOT OF PRESSURES....................NEED TO SET GOOD EXAMPLES..............BLAH .....................BLAH...............BLAH........................

(An unknown person):  "You hold the answers deep within your own mind. Consciously, you've forgotten it. That's the way the human mind works. Whenever something is too unpleasant, to shameful for us to entertain, we reject it. We erase it from our memories. But the answer is always there."   Girl: (Can't wash it all away) (Can't Wish it all away) (Can't hope it all away) (Can't cry it all away)  The pain that grips you The fear that binds you Releases life in me In our mutual Shame we idolize To blind them from the truth  That finds a way from who we are Please don't be afraid When the darkness fades away The dawn will break the silence Screaming in our hearts My love for you still grows This I do for you Before I try to fight the truth my final time  (An unknown person): "We're supposed to try and be real. And I feel alone, and we're not together. And that is real."  Girl: Can't wash it all away Can't wish it all away Can't cry it all away Can't scratch it all away  Lying beside you Listening to you breathe The life that flows inside of you Burns inside of me Hold and speak to me Of love without a sound Tell me you will live through this And I will die for you Cast me not away Say you'll be with me For I know I cannot Bear it all alone  (A man): “You’re not alone, honey" "Never... Never."  Girl: Can't fight it all away Can't hope it all away Can't scream it all away It just won't fade away, No  Can't wash it all away Can't wish it all away Can't cry it all away Can't scratch it all away  (Can't fight it all away) (Can't hope it all away) Can't scream it all away Ooh, it all away Ooh, it all away  (Unknown person): "But the answer is always there. Nothing is ever really forgotten."  Girl: (Whisperly)god please dont leave me, because i'll die if you do i'll die if you do i'll die if you do i'll die if you do i'll die if you do

When you said forever, you meant a few months. When I said forever, I meant every day until I died. When you said always, you meant until you couldn't handle it anymore. When I said always, I meant until time ended. When you said you loved me, you meant I was no different from any other girl. When I said I loved you, I meant I had never felt what I felt for you.

aniwae its sooooo fun toodae n tiring todae : we gave mohAN shamni :)a suprise treat :) she is sooo happy , i m soooo happy toooo her enjoying herself some pics are upload here:)

to my bf ....... i really had a good time with u even though i only knw u for one mth....i guess we still cn be together..........n u are turning 17 .....i really wanna sae happy bdae .....even though the times files so fast ...the sweet memories are there in my heart.............:) i hope this continues...........!!!! i really love u :) alots...........

i really wanted to post this but toooo sad he didnt like tht wat cn i do???? its my mistke!!!! sorry!!!! aniwae it tke time to understand this things

really wanna sae from my bottom of my heart !!! happy birthdae .....to u!!!